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I am new to journaling and there is no "offline" spiritual advisor available

In the "real / offline" world I feel like I am the only one who is seeking out God like this. It is as if most are not even considering this, or find it strange, This is also why I would appreciate all forms of feedback.

Anyway, here we go:

Question: How do I get answers?

Answer: Ask questions.

Question: Can I ask you everything?

Answer: Look at Habbakuk.

Question: Habbakuk has many aspects. Are all of them important for me? Especially his connection to Revelations makes me wonder. What do you have to say about this?

Answer: You find what you are looking for.

Question: All your answers are not very specific in respect to my life here on earth. I need help, advice and encouragement from you concerning all sorts of things.

Answer: No answer so far. Still, points 5 & 6 might be seen as a positive answer for this question as well.

Question: Yesterday a woman for whom I feel a lot said that we know what we can expect from each other, and that we have an idea what we can expect from each other in the future. I interpreted this in the sense that there might be "more" between us in the future, i.e. a real relationship. Did I misinterpret this?

Answer: No, you didn't.

6. This one is interesting, because *I* was asked a question.

Question (from God?): Will you stay with her?

Answer: If it is only up to me, then "yes". This is what I want. Staying with her and staying true to her, if both you and her are fine with this.

God(?): Good.

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Permalink Reply by Markus on September 5, 2011 at 3:59am

Question: You are training me in blind faith?

Answer: Yes. Trust in me.

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Permalink Reply by Markus on October 10, 2011 at 9:16am

No answer so far? I'm sorry for my lack of patience, but this particular journaling is very important to me. It is pretty much the condensed version of what has been going through my mind for quite some time now. It is also the reason why I have turned towards journaling, because my hunger for answers is extreme. This is also why I consider my first 3 questions to be of particular importance. I mean, this woman from questions 5 & 6 is also important to me, but the first 3 questions are of extreme importance to me.

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Permalink Reply by Mary Ann E on October 10, 2011 at 10:19pm

I read it but I don't think I can give you much since I have been somewhat unsteady in this area nonetheless I have still been able to tell from several instances that its Him speaking...hang in there...pray and continue to seek ...don't give up

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Permalink Reply by Markus on October 14, 2011 at 2:57pm

Thanks, but it is hard.

This here is the latest addition:

Question: I am honest with you. My heart feels like it is breaking, like it is breaking me. Help me. Am I supposed to do anything? If yes, then I need help and strength for it.

Answer: She feels the same. I will talk with her.

"He" will talk with her. This answer pretty much blew me away and made me speechless. *I* feel unable to analyse this reply concerning the question whether it was him, or not. Just this, a lot of my answers/questions deal with the fact that she needs time, and that God doesn't expect more from me than I can take. Still, it is painful. Anyway, I know that standard stereotypes expect from men to not talk like that, but frankly, this is how I feel about her. Besides, is it really so "unmanly" to want love?