Journaling

My son, through the storms of life I will be with you. I know that they are not pleasant and can bring fear, anxiety and darkness all around you.But as you trust in ME, You will find that I will shelter you with my wings. In MY word it says "You will have trials" The enemy wants to destroy that which I made. I use these storms to bring you closer to ME. Look throughout your life and see if this is not so.You being jailed caused you to surrender to ME and you grew like a flourishing olive tree.Look at the time that you had severe back pain. How you drew close to ME as I humbled you and purified you through it. And Linda leaving you. Even though it was an extremely painful time in your life. It was then that I came to you in my glory. Wave upon wave of MY glory washing over you until you asked ME to stop. Look how I revealed MYSELF to you. How I taught you as you sat at MY feet, learning to discern MY voice from yours and the enemies, as well as MY ways. You learned much about MY love during this painful time and you saw how i used that pain to bring you into intimacy with ME. You saw how that pain was removed in MY presence. Because I have no fear, anxiety, or worries you had no fear, anxiety or worries in MY presence. I taught you about MY love and how important it is to minister in MY love. How it is to be the foundation which you build upon as you minister to others. Not being judgmental but ministering in MY love and being an instrument of my goodness and patience. It was during this time that I purified and sanctified your heart and motives and set you free from many strongholds of the enemy in you. The very strongholds that you wondered;"will i ever be free of these". I showed you my power and glory and you dwelt with me. I showed you that truly "all things are possible with ME." Absolutely, ALL THINGS! I AM EL-SHADDAI the ALMIGHTY one and NOTHING IS TO HARD FOR ME!

As you continue to draw near to ME you will see more and more that I AM the TRUE AND FAITHFUL ONE always ready to draw near to you. You just need to come and you will find that I WILL BE THEIR WAITING FOR YOU to do as I please on your behalf and for MY glory. No matter what is going on around you just trust in ME for I AM TRUE and FAITHFUL to perform my WORD and MY WILL in your life as I guide you in all your storms.