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Comment by Lady-Mary on October 26, 2009 at 11:45pm

I'll take the challenge, because it must be Jesus Who overcomes and He will do the work if we watch, listen and follow. When suicidal thoughts are there, it is very difficult for you to watch. listen, and follow by yourself.

So, I think you should find a doctor that you can tell, and start out by accepting that others must be involved. The phenomenal thing is that you have voiced your need to people here who will pray for you and do this part!

These are two really good decisions! Help is on the way! Please call a suicide hotline tonight if the suicidal thoughts come back because the people are very nice and will respect you and help you a lot.

Lord,

Help Brandon! Help through the hotline, help through the doctor, help through Brandon's friends and relatives! All need You to help them help Brandon, so this is the simple request tonight. Tonight may he decide that help is on the way.

Thank You Lord. You are the One, the One who knows about Brandon. Please let us help here too! May we be up for the challenge!

Comment by Brandon Risden on October 26, 2009 at 12:07am

yes i am saved i have given my life back to him and am doing everything i can to stay right with God and stay on the right path. basically i have done anything and everything i can to try and fix my marriage but she obviously doesnt want to she is living her life and i guess enjoying it and all the stuff she is doing is all with her friends that i have been friends with since we were dateing but they are allowing her to do what she is doing and doing along side of her i am trying to move on with the part of my life but there are so many images from the pictures i found and have seen and all the stuff i have been told and i have horrible nightmares or i have dreams that when i wake up it takes me awhile to relize that i didnt talk to her and nothing has changed i am very very depressed and was very suicidel i am going to the doctors for that on tuesday

Comment by Jeana Luttrull on October 25, 2009 at 11:08pm

I really don't want to know all the details of your story, just the stuff that lets me know where you are now, and how to point you in the right direction.
First of all, are you saved? By that I mean do you know Jesus and are you on speaking terms with Him?