The Christ I!

What was crucified with Christ? (Galatians 2:20)

• Self consciousness died and Christ consciousness came alive. I was restored to the original experience of the Garden of Eden, before man fell from union consciousness to self consciousness.

• In receiving a new spirit, I went from a dead spirit -- one cut off from Christ -- to a live spirit -- one reunited with Christ. I went from separation to union, from self’s strength to divine flow.

• I no longer ask God to help “me” become better, because that prayer betrays a still resident belief that “I” am separate from Him, and thus shows that I am still living “self conscious” rather than “Christ conscious.” Instead I simply ask Jesus to do the job (through me) -- demonstrating that through revelation knowledge I have moved back to union consciousness, and I now see myself as the “Christ I” acting.

• My spirit was reconnected to the Holy Spirit Who is working out my soul’s salvation, for it is Christ at work in me, healing my shattered heart, restoring my soul and healing my body (Phil. 2:12,13).

He doesn’t want to give me strength; He wants to BE His strength through me.
He doesn’t want to give me wisdom; He wants to BE His wisdom through me.
He doesn’t want to give me love; He wants to BE His love through me.

Q. So, Lord, what was my problem? Why am I uncomfortable when I teach the seminar on Naturally Supernatural?

Mark, you have been accentuating the fact that you are a vessel. Mark, you are more than a vessel -- there is also an organic union. Eventually you become conscious of Me at all times; there is no more this illusion of separation, that I am something within you and separate from you. There comes the revelation that we are one, and so life and vocabulary take on a whole new perspective.

You no longer say that “I am the negative and God is the positive.” You are joined to God, so you have become positive, for you have learned to live out of your roots at all times, and to be conscious of your roots at all time. You are no longer self conscious. You are constantly Christ conscious. So you no longer say, “I am the negative and Christ is the positive.” The new reality is that the two have become one. You say “I” and you mean “Christ.” So you begin saying, “I am the positive.”

There is a progression. You go from speaking of:
• “I” living, out of my own strength, to
• “I” stepping to the indwelling Christ Who is my life, to
• “I” living who is the “Christ I” living.

Those are the stages one goes through. You are actually in the third stage at this point in your life, and you were talking as though you were in the second stage. Thus you experienced confusion. You have not distinguished the fact that there is a progression in one’s revelation and thus one’s vocabulary as he goes through this process.

Q. Lord, am I to speak of the old man, or only the new man? Would I want any more to speak of the illusion, or only the reality?

Mark, you only want to speak of the new reality you have found in Christ. You only want to speak of the truth, never the illusion, never error. So don’t speak of whom the “self I” is. If self seeks to rear his ugly head (resurrect himself), confess that which is true (who you are in Christ). That is whom you are to speak of, and only of that, not of error. Not of the old man, because he has been done away with and a new man now lives. Speak and live only out of the new man, never the old man who has been done away with. Thus I have spoken, and thus it is to be done.

Mark, the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak. So the flesh will express weakness, but the spirit will not. So you may say, “My flesh is weak but my spirit is strong.” That is a true confession and that is permissible. However, your focus should always be on energizing your spirit through My Holy Spirit, so that its energy overcomes the weakness of the flesh. Always put the accent on the spirit, never on the flesh. Always speak of the spirit much more than you speak of the flesh. Always fix your eyes on the spirit much more than you fix your eyes on the flesh. Even though you acknowledge the flesh, you never fix your attention upon it. You always fix your attention on the union of My Spirit to your spirit and the flow of My life into and through you. That way you are always fixed upon the positive and never the negative.

So you will never accentuate the fact that you are weak, or powerless, or ignorant. It may be true from time to time that your flesh is, or you are, if you step back from the “Christ I” to the “self I,” but speak instead of who you are in Christ. Your eyes are fixed on Christ. Your mouth confesses who you are in Christ. And you live in Christ. Thus you have been overcome by Christ, and it is the “Christ I” who lives, and not the “self I.”

Thank You, Lord.

Q. Lord, what about this replacement theory rather than the self-improvement theory?

Well, Mark, it is true that I am replacing you, not trying to improve the self-conscious you. However, what am I replacing you with? It is with a Christ-conscious you, a new you, a you who lives out of the vine, a you who lives out of divine flow. So there is still a you living, just a new you. Not an improved version of the self-conscious you, but a divinely enabled Christ-conscious you. It is you replaced with Me. It is separation replaced with union. It is self-effort replaced with divine effort. It is self’s wisdom replaced with Christ’s wisdom. It is self-initiative replaced with divine initiative. It is an isolated dying branch, re-grafted back into the tree that it was cut from. That is what replacement is all about. And that does bring an improvement to you, but not to the self-conscious you, but to a restored Christ-conscious you.

The self-conscious you is what is done away with. And it is replaced with a Christ-conscious you. Self-initiative, which flows out of the self-conscious you, is replaced with divine initiative. This happens because conscious union has been restored between you and God.

On one hand, I have never gone away. You have gone away. You have left the place of abiding. You have gone from “divine flow” to “I can reason on my own.” So you have descended from your destined place as an extension of Me to thinking you can live and reason on your own. And thus you have gone from life unto death. In experiencing salvation, you have been restored from death unto life.

For truly the man who reasons on his own has reasoned faultily, for man was never designed to reason on his own, or to talk on his own, or to work on his own, or to do anything on his own but rather to live out of Me, to let Me experientially live through him.

Man fell from divine initiative to self-initiative. Jesus did nothing of His own initiative, but only what He heard and saw. He lived out of divine flow. That is why Jesus would not claim goodness as something He was, because Jesus knew what they meant. They meant that He Himself had become good, and He knew that all goodness flowed from the God that lived within and Who lived in heaven. So He would not accept their acclaim that He was good, even though He was good. He was living out of divine flow, so He could have claimed it, but He chose instead not to, as He wanted to teach them a lesson.

So what is replaced is self consciousness. It is replaced with divine consciousness. You step from self initiated action to divinely initiated action. What dies is self consciousness. What comes alive is the restoration of divine consciousness -- not as a theory but as a reality, as one tunes to My voice and My vision and My strength which flows from My river within. It is called abiding in Christ, abiding in the vine, living Christ conscious. It is living out of Me rather than living out of you. It is a step back to the original position man had in the Garden of Eden.

My flow is effortlessly there within you at all times. It never goes away. You just need to be tuned to it. You tune away from your own self-confidence, and to a divine self-confidence.

Q. So then, why does one need inner healing if self is gone and has been replaced?

The wounds of one’s soul need to be healed by Me so that My river within his spirit can flow out through the human vessel freely and without hindrance. Inner healing heals the brokenness the soul experiences when one is living as a self-conscious individual. Thus it serves an important function in allowing the full release of My Spirit out through the human vessel.

(Note: The tables below have not come through properly - so you may refer to the attached file.) The Christ I.doc

The Self I The Christ I
I Live Christ Lives Within
By My Strength By the Holy Spirit
Living Self Conscious Living Christ Conscious
An Unhealed and Un-anointed Vessel A Healed and Anointed Vessel

The Picture The Picture
A branch cut off from the tree A branch grafted into the tree – abiding

Distinctives: Distinctives:
Self initiative = puny Divine initiative = mighty
Self awareness = limiting Divine awareness = unlimited
Self’s flow = ineffective Divine flow = effective
Self’s imaginations = vain Divine pictures = powerful and healing
Self’s reasoning = vain Divine thoughts = a wisdom not of this age
Self’s love = limited Divine love = unlimited
Self’s efforts = puny Divine enabling = mighty
Self’s focus = limited Divine focus = unlimited
Self worship = pride Divine worship = humility
Self’s accomplishment = weak Divine accomplishment = mighty and majestic

Verses confirming the above “Christ I” distinctive:

I do nothing on my own initiative (Jn. 5:19,20,30).
It is Christ at work in us to will and to work of His good pleasure (Phil. 2:13).
Out of your innermost being shall flow… (Jn. 7:37-39).
Young men shall see visions and old men will dream dreams (Acts 2:17).
Come let us reason together… (Is. 1:18).
Jesus returned in the power of the Spirit (Lk. 4:14).
The love of God has been poured out within our hearts (Rom. 5:5).
The Spirit of God is upon me because He has anointed me to… (Lk. 4:18).
Looking to Christ, the author and finisher… (Heb. 12:1,2).
God gives grace to the humble (Jas. 4:6).
Jesus healed all who were oppressed by the devil (Acts 10:38).

For a fuller meditation on the above truths, read the books “Naturally Supernatural” and “The Great Mystery – Christ Within” from Communion With God Ministries or take the the college level course “Naturally Supernatural" from Christian Leadership University.